Rebirth

Feeling a deeper connection to Nature, to all. I can tell another layer has been shed to bring me more into alignment with the true Self. As I walk outside today I knew everything was speaking to me without words, the trees, the sky, the birds, the dogs, the grass, the squirrel that starred into my eyes, the gleaming light of the sun through the clouds, the droplets after a rain shower, all I felt connected to and all knew it was connected to me too. Knowing I am the Earth, I am the Universe and all that is Concious and Conciousness.

Beyond words is this feeling of deepened connection, intuition, subtle but yet so profound. A Knowing within without any doubt. I trust fully as I surrender to God’s will. As I feel the grace of the Divine Mother and Divine Holy Father hover over me, embraced, embodied, embedded as the activation of my dormant chrystalline DNA awakens so does my connection to the All that is. As I pass through the birth canal of the darkened womb of The Holy Creator, the Mother of All Mothers, I feel her frequency, her vibration vibrate throughout my entire being. What a beautiful and wonderful feeling it is to be birthed again.

Card for the Week of 8/24/20

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STARSEED ORACLE BY REBECCA CAMPBELL
Forge. Don’t Follow.

Pave a new path. Be the leader you wish you had.

If you wait until the path is perfectly paved, you won’t be forging your own path – and you’ll likely not even take the first step. Don’t let a small detail like being unable to find someone to show you the way be the reason you don’t step forward and lead. Let it be the reason that you do.

The most courageous and needed leaders are the ones who don’t wait for permission – or until the morning they wake up feeling ready. They take a deep breath, put one foot in front of the other, and figure it out as they go. They don’t wait for someone to lead them: they lead themselves.

This is a card for leaders. You’re here to pave a path that hasn’t been walked before. To go first and lead the way for others who are calling you in. If you feel misrepresented in the media, step forward for all those who also feel misrepresented. If no one’s speaking out on the topics you feel passionate about, share your unique voice.

There’s no one on Earth who comes close to possessing your unique combination of skills, gifts, and life experience. Don’t look to those who’ve come before you to work out your path – leaders must forge their own. Do it for your daughter. Do it for the younger you. Do it for the leaders who’ll follow. When you go first, you make it easier for others to follow your lead. Forge, don’t follow.

△ Starseed Soul Inquiry: How are you being called to forge rather than follow? How can you be the leader you wish you had? △⠀

Card of the Week & New Moon Reading

The Good Tarot by Colette Baron-Reid

I feel there is even more of an increase of the rise of the Divine Feminine energy during this creation and birthing process of the New Earth. Where our gifts of sensitivity, compassion, intuition, our sovereignty, our strength and creativity get to shine even brighter. This week, we have the energy of the New Moon in Leo which is all about Courage and being able to tap into that energy and uncover our truth. Through Inspired Action and Spirit Inspired Ambition. We are being asked to surrender and to fully trust in the unknown. Through our Co-Creation with the Universe we can fully thrive, more than we ever have before, through this major transformative energy we are in, we are being guided to what is meant for us and all that has been moving through us is leading us to our vision, true sight.

Card 1 is where we have been 

8-Strength-Endurance: 8 is the energy of movement, fluidity. Having the Courage to manifest miracles, going the distance. Many of us have been showing up in ways that magnify our strength and courage. It takes a lot of courage to undergo so much transformation and rapid change to endure, what seems at times like the unendurable. Knowing that we are limitless beings when we can allow Spirit to co-create through us. Think “I am strong enough to move mountains and overcome all obstacles inside and out.” 

Card 2 is where we are now

17- Star- Inspiration: The number 17 represents spiritual consciousness, compassion, strength and wisdom. So As we embody our courage and through our strength we align with a blossoming and flourishing of Inspiration. Able to follow that Inspired Action that is trying to show itself to us now. The New Moon is about New Beginnings. And like a Star in the night sky beaming it’s light, follow that light. Be in the energy of “I am hopeful and inspired by life right now and everything that is happening points to a renewed sense of encouragement. After all the changes I have experienced, I’m starting to recognize the hope that comes with new beginnings.”

And finally, The 3rd card is where we are headed

2 of FireCreative planning for the future, mapping progress, trusting in the unknown, Spirit-Inspired Ambition. Fire is the element of Intention into Action and the number 2 represents the energy of Collaboration or partnership.  Whenever I can’t see how my dreams will come into form, I can trust in the process of co-creation and engage more deeply in the process of envisioning something new. I have already started to make progress and soon my passion will attract the perfect situation for me. The light of Spirit helps me to see my way and feel the Universe aligning to bring me what I need. 

Card for the Week of 8/10/20

A New Earth- The Starseed Oracle by
Rebecca Campbell

It’s happening. Keep holding the vision.

Don’t give up now. You’re closer than you think. I know it’s hard to hold the frequency of a new age when it feels as if so much is crumbling and so many are losing faith. This is your sign that you’re facing the right direction. You have a great gift in being able to see the potential of things before they exist. Tend to the new seeds – dream them into existence. Don’t lose faith now. Keep your focus fixed.

Planting new seeds and bringing about a shift of the ages is no mean feat. It requires extreme trust and a radical vision. If you pull this card its a reminder to have faith! You chose to be here, to be part of this global shift. Whether you’re bringing it about through prayer and meditation or through working on a new project, job, or creation, keep going. It’s happening. Don’t give up now.

The world needs more dreamers like you. More people with hope in their hearts. The road ahead may not be plain sailing… ushering in a new age in times of change never is. You’re being encouraged to remember that what you’ve been working toward for so long is almost here. Don’t question yourself now. Don’t waver. Dig your devotion deep. For if you do, in the not too distant future, you’ll be able to sit back and watch all that you’ve so carefully planted and nurtured, grow and bloom.

It’s possible. Keep focusing on your dreams. You’re closer than you think.

△ Starseed Soul Inquiry: How can you keep holding the vision?

Card of the Week

(Starseed Oracle by Rebecca Campbell)

Earth SchoolLife lessons. Soul growth. Study. Higher learning.

Planet Earth is a great initiation for the soul and life lessons are the curriculum for which we enroll. These aren’t one-time lessons but themes we choose to circle around, deepening our experience of them as we make our way through the spiral of life. Life lessons aren’t only about getting it right – they’re also about getting it wrong. Remembering that Earth is a planet of polarity helps with this understanding. Each year the study deepens more and more.

If you pull this card while you’re going through a difficult time, you’re being prompted to remember that your soul came here to grow and learn. Try not to look at difficult times as ‘getting it wrong’ – instead, see them as opportunities for soul growth. If you can find a way to grow and soften your heart through the highs and lows, your soul is most definitely growing, which is the whole point!

Pulling this card can also mean that you’re being called to embark on a new area of study or growth. This could be through structured learning, such as university, school, or a training course. If you’re having difficulties in a relationship, you’re being reminded that these are opportunities for soul growth – after all, relationships are known as the number one way that we grow as souls while we’re here on Earth.

△ Starseed Soul Inquiry: How are you being called to grow or learn? △⠀

Authenticity- Take your Power Back

Channeled Message 7/23/2020


A journey to uncovering the truth of who I am…our true souls essence.

This journey will be ongoing but at our core we know who we are, the process of transformation and change to get there will be both thrilling and terrifying.

I say this because the pain of not knowing oneself is due to all the patterning and inherited beliefs of others. I was shown through a vision, that many have spent so many years molding into what another expects them to be and we keep trying to live someone else’s life, and are trying to model someone who is also trying to live someone else’s life. A vicious cycle. We have been programmed and mind controlled by forces that do not have humanities best interest at heart. We are not only in a spiritual crisis right now but an identity crisis as well. As little kids we were told “Just be yourself”. To be our self is to know thy Self, the True Self. We must understand that right now in the face of these challenges we are reprogramming and deprogramming false narratives, beliefs and corrupt systems that are breaking down and hold no true power over us. Although they have tried for centuries, now is the time to embody our sovereignty and to take our power back. It’s time to break our silence!!

This audio message came through during my morning practice as I ground, connect to my Higher Self and the Divine Mother. I am being nudged to share.

New Moon Message 7/20/2020

Action. Follow your intuition before it makes sense. (The Starseed Oracle by Rebecca Campbell)

You’re being called to take grounded action in response to your soul’s calling. To start where you are and begin building in a consistent way. So many people stop themselves from living a soul-led life because they’re waiting to know the destination before taking the first step. But intuition doesn’t work like that. Our soul is always calling us, every moment of every day.

The way to find yourself living in harmony with the cosmos is to listen to your soul’s baby calls and whisphers each and every day, and to take grounded action in the direction of those calls and whispers. You’re being encouraged to start small. Bite-sized! To put one foot in front of the other. To do one thing every day. To break things down into achievable tasks.

Time on Earth goes slower than on other planets. This may cause frustration for Starseeds, who can expect a faster pace of manifestation and thus give up before the seeds begin to sprout. If you resonate with that, it’s time to opt for consistency over urgency. Time to take baby steps in the direction of your calling. To remember that you don’t need to have it all figured out or know exactly where the path is leading you. You don’t have to know every single step along the way before you set out on your great journey. You just need to take the next step.

Startseed Soul Inquiry: What’s one simple baby step you can take in the direction of your soul’s calling?

Creative Intuitive Children

Be your Self, trust your Self, love your Self and say Yes to your Self is what I’m being asked of daily. Right now we are all being asked to step up and be our truest Self. This is a reminder to allow our children to do the same. There would be so many less problems in the world if we weren’t a bunch of sheep being herded to fit into society’s mold (who created all these rules we were supposed to fit into anyway and to who are we helping by fitting into their wants and desires, in this made society? What agendas are we helping in the big picture?)

joyfullyawake

From a place within that I have tapped into, a connection to the creative source of all that is, my creative genius, my higher power. Not just for a chosen few but all can do this. As I continue to cultivate joyfullyawake, a way of being, a community, a unity of all to sustain more love and joy. I will show others how to do the same by loving ourselves and connecting to our greatest gift our intuition.
It begins by choosing to say yes, I’m ready to remember who I really am and why I am here. We all have purpose, we are all so creatively gifted in whatever way that shows up for you.
You can work as a toll booth attendant and be shining your light using your smile, your gifts to brighten someone else’s day (no offense to toll both workers in the world).
Our children…

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Self Discovery

Can turning off our capacity to feel shut down our capacity to heal? Our nervous system is working on over drive, at some point can shut down due to overload?

For the many years that I spent numbing out and chemically functioning through life, either on anti-depressants, sleeping pills, over the counter meds, drugs, alcohol, yet I hid it so well. I was still “functioning” and “responsible”, still doing my job as a mother, wife, an employee, taking care of our home but inside felt lost. As I’ve mentioned before, in 2017 I finally gave in to meditation, (specifically a Kundalini Yoga meditation called Kirtan Kriya; a simple mantra repeating Sa Ta Na Ma while touching my thumb with each sound to each finger tip). I was so desperate to feel change, to feel better, was wanting to move away from substances and also needed to try something different it in hopes that my daughter would try it as well because at a young age she was experiencing anxiety (which really was my undealt emotions). I had no expectations, honestly I was almost wanting to say “ha, see it doesn’t work for everyone”. But out of the blue I began to feel different, calmer, focused, clear for the first time.

The part that comes next not sure everyone will experience but rather quickly my senses began to sharpen, heighten, unexpectedly one night I heard guitar strings strumming out of no where, I would hear my name being called, even heard a choir of angels after a silent 45 minute meditation, flooded with different smells, strange at first but then I began to feel a rush of love, elation, bliss, ecstasy. I had hit that sweet spot where I was in a elevated state of awareness. I felt so connected to God, to the Universe that I couldn’t wait to meditate again. Experience after experience of a mystical loving nature. I began to connect with Angelic energy, my highest self, just an all loving presence and felt so present in presence. It was a feeling that surpassed any drug, as if we know it is possible to reach that point of absolute and we chase it our whole lives through our addictions. And not just chemical/substance abuse but chasing the high that shopping gives us, that gambling, that eating, that relationships, that even stress gives us, to fill the emotional void. Except for a whole year I was able to maintain this feeling even outside of meditation. Not the elation part but a steady feeling of joy, nothing bothered me, I had reached a level of clarity. It was like my Divine mind, heart and soul were all in alignment with God, the all that is almost all the time.

And just like everything else in my life, when I thought I mastered that I moved away from Kundalini Yoga and honestly never tried the array of breath work it provides along with the science to back up why the sound current of the mantras, the hand movements, the breathing techniques help to reprogram our subconscious mind and nervous system to bring us to whole balance.

Prior to the Dark Night of the Soul experience in May 2018, I would say around February, March 2018 I began to have a lot of self doubt, fear began to creep back in, after I became attuned to Reiki and began self healing which in turn made me take a deeper look at what I could no longer run from, the lies I had been telling myself. See although I was doing everything “right” on the outside, I really had not done the inner work (a complete spiritual bypass) and on my soul’s path it required that I have a deeper understanding of my blocks. Kundalini Yoga, is the yoga of awareness combined with Reiki Energy healing there was no more pretending, no more tolerance for the false self anymore. Although I try to stay away from labels now, I didn’t know I was an empath, I didn’t know we are all psychically gifted, I thought only those that were worthy not me were so inclined. As the planet continues to shift we are waking up more and more every day. Our level of awareness will continue to feel uncomfortable unless we do something to truly bring balance to our whole system.

I’ve been told we have the technology to keep up with this technological time we live in, but this technology is within all. Through practices that use the breath, sound, mantra, stillness, movement, ways of working with the body, we can reach a level of awareness of Conciousness that surpasses any computer program because we our Conciousness which is the cloud of wisdom, our heart is the mother board, and our Soul and Spirit are the directors that orchestrate it all alongside God, the light.

Inner Truth

On my journey of uncovering and remembering my inner truth I was reminded today that with the plethora of options and opinions of others, this can not be found or remembered by using logic (although logic has it’s place) but desires of the soul, of the heart are felt through the subtle senses. Stop looking outside for answers. Get quiet and ask questions to receive the truest answers that are in complete resonance with you. Breathe, use mantra, trust as you sit, the sounds, smells, impressions, feelings and the inner knowing is the truth you search for. It’s time to fully let go and trust what you receive (even if it goes against all logic). As we are living in a time where answers are within the quantum field of reality.