Card for the Week of 2/8/2021

Rebecca Campbell’s Starseed Oracle Deck

Birthing creations. Tapestry of life. Expression.

There are new creations that want to be born. Beauty that’s yearning to be woven. New consciousness that’s longing to be breathed into life. If you draw this card you’re being called to surrender to these creations – to usher in a new era of consciousness and do your bit in weaving the web of life.

This is the card of the artist and the midwife. You’re being called to ponder questions: What wants to be birthed through you? What new creations are whispering in your ear? What beauty are you being called to make?

Creativity and intuition come from the same sacred place. They occur when we find ourselves flowing with the rest of life. Earth is renowned as a planet of manifestation and creativity and yet so many of us have forgotten how to create. Somewhere along the way we stopped seeing ourselves as artists, as creatives… Yet to be human is to be creative. Creativity is part of your true nature.

Perhaps you’re being called to surrender to a creative project, such as a new business or a book. Or perhaps you’re being called to weave beauty in your home or in the way you cook. Regardless of the end result you’re being called to express yourself through your creativity. To surrender to the creative projects that both scare and excite you. To find a way to weave beauty back into everyday life. For, where there’s creativity, spirit and soul are present. And the world needs more of that now than ever.

Starseed Soul Inquiry: What new creations are you being called to birth?

Card for the Week of 9/28/20

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The Spirit Messages Daily Guidance Oracle Deck
by John Holland

Support- This card is brought to you because we understand how much support you’re in need of at this precise time.

As many are feeling the challenges of the energy on the planet, make sure you are not only supporting yourself by ramping up self care but reevaluate the relationships in your life, in all areas. To include romantic relationships, friendships, your relationship with your children, family members, relationship to your job, to food, your relationship to your addictions, etc. Relationships are how we learn and grow but if there is a relationship that is no longer serving or depleting and zapping your energy then ask why are you holding on? This week with the energy of the Full Moon, it’s a perfect time to release all that does not serve. And look to those that support, uplift, and ignite your energy. And if you don’t have anyone in your life that does this then now is the time to find your group, your support team, your soul group. We all need extra support during these times. It’s okay to be vulnerable and ask for help when you need it.

If you need support from me please go to my services and reach out. I’m happy to help. https://joyfullyawakebyvivianhawker.com/energy-healing/

Card for the week of 9/21/20

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The Good Tarot by Colette Baron-Reid

9 of Water– The number 9 is the energy of global awareness, co-creativity in action, and the relationship between your power and that of Spirit and of others who share in the co-creation of the outer world. Water is the Element of the Heart and is associated with our emotions and relationships.

It is right to say no to what isn’t right for you, and now is the time to experience wishes fulfilled. The sweet harvest that came about from seeds you planted. You drink in the aroma of successful endeavor, take pride in your hard work and achievement, and savor the satisfaction of a job well done. You deserve to pause and acknowledge all you have co-created, and you do it joyfully.

This pairs perfectly with the podcast message I posted today that includes not only a message but an excercise or daily practice to incorporate. With all that is going on the world around us, find ways in which you can celebrate yourself and how far you’ve come. Can you look at even the unpleasant moments and see how they contributed something greater and have shifted you in a way that perhaps was difficult to see at the time. You can check out my podcast at https://anchor.fm/vivian-hawker/episodes/Celebrate-You-ejtj98.

If you are interested in a private reading and or healing go to my services https://joyfullyawakebyvivianhawker.com/energy-healing/

Card for the Week of 8/31/20

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The Good Tarot by Colette Baron-Reid

Ace of Air– Destiny and Fate, the law of Karma, powerful forces of transformation at work, Synchronicity. The Element of Air relates to our thoughts, mind and subconscious. What powerful seeds have been planted?

Meaningful coincidences and forces beyond my human control are operating in my life now for the highest good! Things are happening now with great velocity. I can express quick results that will lead me forward with excellent information.

Make sure to check out my last podcast episode at https://anchor.fm/vivian-hawker where I talk about our emotions, psychic abilities, and how we can create our destiny. I’m being told the message from that podcast will help during this week of the Full Moon Energy in Pisces. Our psychic abilities and Intuitive nature is really blossoming at this time. Please call on the Universe for assistance and guidance to help is this great awakening.

Card of the Week & New Moon Reading

The Good Tarot by Colette Baron-Reid

I feel there is even more of an increase of the rise of the Divine Feminine energy during this creation and birthing process of the New Earth. Where our gifts of sensitivity, compassion, intuition, our sovereignty, our strength and creativity get to shine even brighter. This week, we have the energy of the New Moon in Leo which is all about Courage and being able to tap into that energy and uncover our truth. Through Inspired Action and Spirit Inspired Ambition. We are being asked to surrender and to fully trust in the unknown. Through our Co-Creation with the Universe we can fully thrive, more than we ever have before, through this major transformative energy we are in, we are being guided to what is meant for us and all that has been moving through us is leading us to our vision, true sight.

Card 1 is where we have been 

8-Strength-Endurance: 8 is the energy of movement, fluidity. Having the Courage to manifest miracles, going the distance. Many of us have been showing up in ways that magnify our strength and courage. It takes a lot of courage to undergo so much transformation and rapid change to endure, what seems at times like the unendurable. Knowing that we are limitless beings when we can allow Spirit to co-create through us. Think “I am strong enough to move mountains and overcome all obstacles inside and out.” 

Card 2 is where we are now

17- Star- Inspiration: The number 17 represents spiritual consciousness, compassion, strength and wisdom. So As we embody our courage and through our strength we align with a blossoming and flourishing of Inspiration. Able to follow that Inspired Action that is trying to show itself to us now. The New Moon is about New Beginnings. And like a Star in the night sky beaming it’s light, follow that light. Be in the energy of “I am hopeful and inspired by life right now and everything that is happening points to a renewed sense of encouragement. After all the changes I have experienced, I’m starting to recognize the hope that comes with new beginnings.”

And finally, The 3rd card is where we are headed

2 of FireCreative planning for the future, mapping progress, trusting in the unknown, Spirit-Inspired Ambition. Fire is the element of Intention into Action and the number 2 represents the energy of Collaboration or partnership.  Whenever I can’t see how my dreams will come into form, I can trust in the process of co-creation and engage more deeply in the process of envisioning something new. I have already started to make progress and soon my passion will attract the perfect situation for me. The light of Spirit helps me to see my way and feel the Universe aligning to bring me what I need. 

New Moon Message 7/20/2020

Action. Follow your intuition before it makes sense. (The Starseed Oracle by Rebecca Campbell)

You’re being called to take grounded action in response to your soul’s calling. To start where you are and begin building in a consistent way. So many people stop themselves from living a soul-led life because they’re waiting to know the destination before taking the first step. But intuition doesn’t work like that. Our soul is always calling us, every moment of every day.

The way to find yourself living in harmony with the cosmos is to listen to your soul’s baby calls and whisphers each and every day, and to take grounded action in the direction of those calls and whispers. You’re being encouraged to start small. Bite-sized! To put one foot in front of the other. To do one thing every day. To break things down into achievable tasks.

Time on Earth goes slower than on other planets. This may cause frustration for Starseeds, who can expect a faster pace of manifestation and thus give up before the seeds begin to sprout. If you resonate with that, it’s time to opt for consistency over urgency. Time to take baby steps in the direction of your calling. To remember that you don’t need to have it all figured out or know exactly where the path is leading you. You don’t have to know every single step along the way before you set out on your great journey. You just need to take the next step.

Startseed Soul Inquiry: What’s one simple baby step you can take in the direction of your soul’s calling?

Self Discovery

Can turning off our capacity to feel shut down our capacity to heal? Our nervous system is working on over drive, at some point can shut down due to overload?

For the many years that I spent numbing out and chemically functioning through life, either on anti-depressants, sleeping pills, over the counter meds, drugs, alcohol, yet I hid it so well. I was still “functioning” and “responsible”, still doing my job as a mother, wife, an employee, taking care of our home but inside felt lost. As I’ve mentioned before, in 2017 I finally gave in to meditation, (specifically a Kundalini Yoga meditation called Kirtan Kriya; a simple mantra repeating Sa Ta Na Ma while touching my thumb with each sound to each finger tip). I was so desperate to feel change, to feel better, was wanting to move away from substances and also needed to try something different it in hopes that my daughter would try it as well because at a young age she was experiencing anxiety (which really was my undealt emotions). I had no expectations, honestly I was almost wanting to say “ha, see it doesn’t work for everyone”. But out of the blue I began to feel different, calmer, focused, clear for the first time.

The part that comes next not sure everyone will experience but rather quickly my senses began to sharpen, heighten, unexpectedly one night I heard guitar strings strumming out of no where, I would hear my name being called, even heard a choir of angels after a silent 45 minute meditation, flooded with different smells, strange at first but then I began to feel a rush of love, elation, bliss, ecstasy. I had hit that sweet spot where I was in a elevated state of awareness. I felt so connected to God, to the Universe that I couldn’t wait to meditate again. Experience after experience of a mystical loving nature. I began to connect with Angelic energy, my highest self, just an all loving presence and felt so present in presence. It was a feeling that surpassed any drug, as if we know it is possible to reach that point of absolute and we chase it our whole lives through our addictions. And not just chemical/substance abuse but chasing the high that shopping gives us, that gambling, that eating, that relationships, that even stress gives us, to fill the emotional void. Except for a whole year I was able to maintain this feeling even outside of meditation. Not the elation part but a steady feeling of joy, nothing bothered me, I had reached a level of clarity. It was like my Divine mind, heart and soul were all in alignment with God, the all that is almost all the time.

And just like everything else in my life, when I thought I mastered that I moved away from Kundalini Yoga and honestly never tried the array of breath work it provides along with the science to back up why the sound current of the mantras, the hand movements, the breathing techniques help to reprogram our subconscious mind and nervous system to bring us to whole balance.

Prior to the Dark Night of the Soul experience in May 2018, I would say around February, March 2018 I began to have a lot of self doubt, fear began to creep back in, after I became attuned to Reiki and began self healing which in turn made me take a deeper look at what I could no longer run from, the lies I had been telling myself. See although I was doing everything “right” on the outside, I really had not done the inner work (a complete spiritual bypass) and on my soul’s path it required that I have a deeper understanding of my blocks. Kundalini Yoga, is the yoga of awareness combined with Reiki Energy healing there was no more pretending, no more tolerance for the false self anymore. Although I try to stay away from labels now, I didn’t know I was an empath, I didn’t know we are all psychically gifted, I thought only those that were worthy not me were so inclined. As the planet continues to shift we are waking up more and more every day. Our level of awareness will continue to feel uncomfortable unless we do something to truly bring balance to our whole system.

I’ve been told we have the technology to keep up with this technological time we live in, but this technology is within all. Through practices that use the breath, sound, mantra, stillness, movement, ways of working with the body, we can reach a level of awareness of Conciousness that surpasses any computer program because we our Conciousness which is the cloud of wisdom, our heart is the mother board, and our Soul and Spirit are the directors that orchestrate it all alongside God, the light.

The body (Go within & stay grounded)

Ask Why am I doing this? Listen to the bodies answer!
The body is the sacred temple

Where I am now as I deepen my connection, I love my body even more. Sometimes we can get really caught in the head trip of meditation, expanding our awareness, rising to new heights to connect with the Divine. Which is great and there is nothing wrong with it, since we do want to rise up and expand. Life is supposed to be a joy ride, explorative, we receive guidance, sensations we didn’t know were possible, our senses heightened without taking an outside substance. Just you, your breath and God. But we are here having this human experience in a physical body and although we don’t have to be so attached to form, to be present in our bodies is to be human. Our bodies our 0n this journey just as much as our spirit and our soul in human form.

It took the Universe pulling my awareness back into my body, reminding me that my power is greater in my sacred temple because within, in the Now is where I connect to that all loving, genius, creative, limitless presence and essence (God is not outside of us but within us). In the beginning of my spiritual journey, where I wanted a deeper connection with God, with my higher self, I wanted to understand my purpose, why I was here, how I could serve and I heard the most beautiful voice lean in and say “Go within and you will find purpose”. Go within, not outside but within. And the more grounded I am in the body, the more I do this, hands on my heart, on my body and breath the more profound my connection is with the truth.

I have attached two audios one about our bodies being the sacred temple to connect with the Divine. And the other to listen to your bodies ques. We all have a Yes sensation (for me expansion) and a No sensation (for me contraction), it is our subtle body shifts, our intuition at work. Begin to ask, to listen by feeling what the body is telling you. Not with the logical mind but the mind, the heart, the soul, the connection to the whole you through the body.

Follow your intuition

Writing is one of the greatest ways I can express my creativity, it’s one of the ways I connect with the highest aspect of self. The way the words come out faster than I can write at times. I do a lot of inspired writing, some call it automatic writing. Where you allow the words to flow through you instead of trying to control what comes out. Through mindfulness, meditation and other tools and practices I have tapped into my gift of intuition, given the most beautiful and funny messages at times. And this is something everyone can do, in the beginning I suggest the best way to receive that free flow of inspired writing is right after meditation when you are still in your heart, centered and grounded. As I began my 11th journal this is what was written through me:

Here we go again, another book (journal)? This time I will have it all organized but they are my thoughts, feelings, revelations, messages, tools, meditations, affirmations, my sanity, how do I organize all of that and more? I called in “FOCUS” and heard a voice say “Are you ready to begin?”….I had to laugh because Focus was very….well…. FOCUSED! I hear, amongst other intuitive gifts so I can call in just about any part of me and probably hear, feel or sense that part that has been called on. Compiled all these pieces of self is “me”, in trying to figure out who I am, why I am the way I am, how did I transform from a person that made fun of people like me (judging in all kinds of ways) to now very aware, wanting, needing to know how to take these gifts, creativity, humor, energy and serve. Surrender, let go but also become the co-creator of my life while going with the flow. I hear “Read the books! To create yet another one and not have reviewed 1-10, C’mon, keep this one as the book of tools”.

Again I am clairaudient so I hear parts of me, as well as other sounds with my psychic hearing. But even if you can’t hear with your spiritual ear yet, you can feel, sense or know. Follow your inner GPS system, figure out how you receive that pure loving all knowing intuitive guidance. Do you feel relaxed, ask a question and the answer pops in your head right away, get a tingling feeling on the top of your head, through you body, (hairs on your arms stand up), feel your heart expand, feel inspired a moment of relaxed yet excitement like you have to jump into action. Sit still and breathe, ask your guides or highest self what would yes feel like for me and what does no feel like? Whether you realize it or not you are intuitive, we all are and however you receive your internal guidance, your “YES” when you are in flow, in alignment with all that is, your inner creative joyful, loving, all knowing genius within, when you are connected to the higher power within you, it is the light bulb switch that lights up energies and gives you your full body Yes! Follow it see where it takes you.