I am Light

I am Light by India Irie

With everything going on in the World, I feel the sadness of so much hate, anger and fear of Humanity..no matter who’s side you are on. Us vs them? Right vs Left? Black vs White? Gay vs Straight? Religious vs Atheists? I could go on & on with the many labels that have been created to divide. Or I should say, that we have been programmed to believe. This fear & chaos being thrown at us from every direction is exactly where the darkness wants us to be. To many are waking up & they need us to be distracted to keep us asleep.

Although the Light will always win, I knew the breaking down of old broken systems, beliefs & programming would not be easy. That this necessary part of the transformational process of Humanity within it’s collective chrysalis, would be so painful as it morphs. Many thought it ended with a vaccine but it has only begun. A beautiful soul sister @ruthiepequena4 reminded me today about the power of music. Take a moment to play the song “I am Light” by India Irie, as you read the words below to spark the remembrance, that within we are ALL light, We are ALL One. The path to Unity Consciousness will be one with it’s challenges but I’ve seen, I’ve felt what it can be…and it’s beautiful.

Lyrics: I Am Light- India.Arie

I am light, I am light
I am light, I am light
I am light, I am light
I am light, I am light

I am not the things my family did
I am not the voices in my head
I am not the pieces of the brokenness inside

I am light
I am light
I am light, I am light
I am light, I am light
I am light, I am light

I’m not the mistakes that I have made
Or any of the things that caused me pain
I am not the pieces of the dream I left behind

I am light
I am light
I am light
I, I am light
I am light, I am light
Ay-yeah
I am light, I am light

I am not the colour of my eyes
I am not the skin on the outside
I am not my age
I am not my race, my soul inside is all light
All light
All light, yeah
All light

I am light, I am light
I am light, I am light, yeah

I am Divinity defined
I am the god on the inside
I am a star
A piece of it all
I am light

Source: Musixmatch, Songwriters: India.arie Simpson I Am Light lyrics © Guitar Girl Music Publishing

Card for the Week of 12/28/2020

Rebecca Campbell’s The Starseed Oracle

Your life is a Canvas- Artist. Manifestation. Creative accountability.

You’re the artist of your life. And your life is a canvas. Take responsibility for your ability to create. Earth is known as a planet of manifestation. Your present moment is based on your past thoughts and beliefs. Your current thoughts determine your future. What kind of life do you want to create for the future? What are you being called to create?

Reconnect with your manifesting power and align your thoughts, feelings, and actions with the vibration that matches them. It’s never too late to start, and no experience is required. All you need is an open heart and mind and consistent daily action.

If you’re not sure what you’d like to create, start instead with a feeling of deep gratitude for all that’s good in your life right now. State out loud what you’re most thankful for. Look for the good in your life and one thing will be certain: you’ll find yourself attracting more and more good experiences into your world.

This card is inviting you to see your entire life as a canvas, and the picture is completely up to you. Colour it with your thoughts and feelings. Create the life that you most long to live. You may also be called to be more creative in your everyday life. What have you been called to create? How can you express yourself more creatively?

△ Starseed Soul Inquiry: What are you being called to create in your life? △⠀

2020 has no doubt had it’s challenges but most times that is where we transform the most. Take time this week as 2020 comes to a close to journal about what were some of the highlights of this year? Where did you grow the most? Through the challenges what did you learn about yourself and others? What are you grateful for? What were some of the positive shifts that happened in your life this year? What do you want to let go of from this year and what do you want to take with you and grow in 2021?

Reset& Rebalance

With the potent energies of today’s New Moon Solar Eclipse leading into the Solstice Gateway on 12/21/20 where astrologicaly we will experience the Saturn, Jupiter Conjunction in Aquarius. (An astrological event that marks a new cycle that hasn’t happened in 200 years). This influx of energy is helping to clear out the old, allow for major transformation to bring in the new.

The message that is coming in loud and clear for me today is Reset and Rebalance. This message came through in March of this year as well and is circling back around which seems to be a theme lately. Old memories rising, thought patterns, feelings and emotions. Instead of fighting them which leads to resistance, I’ve learned to lean in, allow, surrender and as my sister from Intent Space and her beautiful membership group, Alchemy + Gold, has taught me, is instead of trying to push them away and force letting go (which can lead to a lot of frustration), how can we shift and soften into these areas of our lives that may feel uncomfortable to shape change.

Here is the message I am being asked to share again.

As we all have a major opportunity to recalibrate by resting when we can, resetting our priorities and to receive this collective reboot as a necessary part of the upgrade process. Think of Conciousness like the motherboard of all computers and within all human beings we have been programmed with information that now has our system crashing.

It’s time for a major reboot, update. Wipe the slate clean and to clear out space for the necessary wisdom and Universal truth to flow in alignment with what our soul knows as truth.

We are not just in a virus crisis but in a spiritual crisis. We have lost our way but now we are being routed back on track. As part of this process, that is rapidly happening at an increased level, some of our discs (chakras/emotional centers) may need some more attention. In order to move up and raise our vibration it is necessary to begin at the bottom and work our way up to clean out the debris of stagnant energy. On each floor we are met with old traumas things that sometimes we buried that it is now time to be released.

Even old Karmic energy and ties to the past, past lives, old soul contracts/agreements, things that will not serve on the New Earth are being released and broken down. Our Higher Selves know exactly what is needed at this time to embody our sovereignty. We are entering in to a reality where anything is possible, where science fiction movies come to life and the new normal is like nothing our logical minds can imagine. The new story will feel magical, mystical and beautiful.

I was told this morning to recite the following as a mantra:
“I embody my Sovereign Divinity here and now. In this moment it is done. All is well.” Keep smiling, stay within your circle of light and shine bright Dear Children. I love you, I love you, I love you.

Card for the Week of 10/12/20 (7 Card Reading)

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The Good Tarot by Colette Baron-Reid

(Past/Energy in Motion) 10 of Air– Graceful Endings and Hopeful beginnings meet, a point of epiphany, an end to old ways of thinking to create the New Earth.

(Where we are now) 4 of Earth- Ownership, The beauty of Divine Order, trusting in a solid foundation. In the midst of all that is happening remember there is a Divine time and Order for everything.

(Hidden Influences) 2 of Earth- Pleasurable work, adaptability, balance between work and play. Hidden in the background trying to make it’s way to the surface is adapting to finding the balance of joy and play in your work, watching the seeds you plant grow. Be flexible and trust the Universe has a plan.

(The obstacle card/What do you need to work on or what could be preventing you from moving forward) 8 of Air- You may need to take a closer look at what you are in denial of and your resistance to the change that is happening. Spirit is encouraging you to open your eyes to see things as they really are, free yourself from the illusions.

(False Influences/How are people or things influencing your current situation) Tower– False Influences at play, creating even more chaos and upheaval to distract you from something better taking the place of the old way. Don’t let others sway you by bringing you down into more fear. All that is happening is still creating a complete paradigm shift. Unexpected events will be very interesting and offer opportunities for positive transformation if you remain present with your eyes open.

(Action required) Page of Water -The Action you are being asked to take to stay in alignment with the highest and greatest good is to open your heart, be in childlike wonder, stay curious and be open to cheerful optimism.

(The Result) 7 of Air– You are being led to have more Independence, being able to trust in your True Self, moving away from conformity due to old people pleasing ways. You will no longer need to look outside of yourself for permission to be who you truly are, to do what you know what is best for you. This will help all when you love, accept and approve of yourself!

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Card of the Week & New Moon Reading

The Good Tarot by Colette Baron-Reid

I feel there is even more of an increase of the rise of the Divine Feminine energy during this creation and birthing process of the New Earth. Where our gifts of sensitivity, compassion, intuition, our sovereignty, our strength and creativity get to shine even brighter. This week, we have the energy of the New Moon in Leo which is all about Courage and being able to tap into that energy and uncover our truth. Through Inspired Action and Spirit Inspired Ambition. We are being asked to surrender and to fully trust in the unknown. Through our Co-Creation with the Universe we can fully thrive, more than we ever have before, through this major transformative energy we are in, we are being guided to what is meant for us and all that has been moving through us is leading us to our vision, true sight.

Card 1 is where we have been 

8-Strength-Endurance: 8 is the energy of movement, fluidity. Having the Courage to manifest miracles, going the distance. Many of us have been showing up in ways that magnify our strength and courage. It takes a lot of courage to undergo so much transformation and rapid change to endure, what seems at times like the unendurable. Knowing that we are limitless beings when we can allow Spirit to co-create through us. Think “I am strong enough to move mountains and overcome all obstacles inside and out.” 

Card 2 is where we are now

17- Star- Inspiration: The number 17 represents spiritual consciousness, compassion, strength and wisdom. So As we embody our courage and through our strength we align with a blossoming and flourishing of Inspiration. Able to follow that Inspired Action that is trying to show itself to us now. The New Moon is about New Beginnings. And like a Star in the night sky beaming it’s light, follow that light. Be in the energy of “I am hopeful and inspired by life right now and everything that is happening points to a renewed sense of encouragement. After all the changes I have experienced, I’m starting to recognize the hope that comes with new beginnings.”

And finally, The 3rd card is where we are headed

2 of FireCreative planning for the future, mapping progress, trusting in the unknown, Spirit-Inspired Ambition. Fire is the element of Intention into Action and the number 2 represents the energy of Collaboration or partnership.  Whenever I can’t see how my dreams will come into form, I can trust in the process of co-creation and engage more deeply in the process of envisioning something new. I have already started to make progress and soon my passion will attract the perfect situation for me. The light of Spirit helps me to see my way and feel the Universe aligning to bring me what I need. 

Card for the Week of 8/10/20

A New Earth- The Starseed Oracle by
Rebecca Campbell

It’s happening. Keep holding the vision.

Don’t give up now. You’re closer than you think. I know it’s hard to hold the frequency of a new age when it feels as if so much is crumbling and so many are losing faith. This is your sign that you’re facing the right direction. You have a great gift in being able to see the potential of things before they exist. Tend to the new seeds – dream them into existence. Don’t lose faith now. Keep your focus fixed.

Planting new seeds and bringing about a shift of the ages is no mean feat. It requires extreme trust and a radical vision. If you pull this card its a reminder to have faith! You chose to be here, to be part of this global shift. Whether you’re bringing it about through prayer and meditation or through working on a new project, job, or creation, keep going. It’s happening. Don’t give up now.

The world needs more dreamers like you. More people with hope in their hearts. The road ahead may not be plain sailing… ushering in a new age in times of change never is. You’re being encouraged to remember that what you’ve been working toward for so long is almost here. Don’t question yourself now. Don’t waver. Dig your devotion deep. For if you do, in the not too distant future, you’ll be able to sit back and watch all that you’ve so carefully planted and nurtured, grow and bloom.

It’s possible. Keep focusing on your dreams. You’re closer than you think.

△ Starseed Soul Inquiry: How can you keep holding the vision?

April 2020 Card Reading

Messenger of Air- Opinions informed by experience, adherence to dogma, allegiance to a way of thinking or acting, a learned response, subconscious programming, and swift reactions or responses.

The Element of Air has to do with the mind and how we have been programmed to certain belief systems and thought patterns. The Messenger is the catalyst for change and responds to situations and the need for transformation. This holds so true for where we have been and how we are a product of this old thinking. We are now able to broaden our perspective by quickly moving, evolving and ensuring our actions are for the highest good where positive outcomes are assured. “I am reacting to a situation from my past. I have to think about whether I want to do things the old way or respond differently this time.” “I can adapt a new way of thinking and behaving.” We are truly being asked to question all that we have been taught and told right now. To be able uncover what is the truth.

Fool- Enthusiasm

This where we are now. Being asked to trust our intuitive nature, our inner guidance which can never steer us wrong. This will not always follow the path of logic, in fact we are being asked to take a spiritual approach to what is happening in our lives and sometimes that can seem impractical. When this card shows up, it is time to take risk and trust that with faith, anything is possible. Spirit will reveal the signs and symbols along the way and we just need to be open. “I am meant to experience this regardless of where I travel”. Even though it seems as though the world is coming to an end we are on this journey together and it is just beginning. Trust.

Page of Fire- Enthusiastic action, adventurousness, venturing forth, beginning a project, acting on a new idea.

I love this card as it continues to tell the story of where we are headed. The Page card represents new beginnings and change and the Fire Element is the action that we have taken that has lead us to where we are headed (the result of our actions). This card tells me that we are venturing forth to our truest desires in life that are in alignment with our true nature. We are ready to serve our highest purpose aligned with our higher selves. This will not look like what we have always done in the past or what we were told to do but truly a new beginning guided by our co-creation with Spirit. “I am finding my purpose as I take the first step into something new”.

(The Good Tarot by Colette Baron-Reid).

Planetary Shift 2020

The major shift continues to take place across the planet now.  As we have been telling you to prepare for the planetary change by letting go and allowing. Now is the time for a major shift in humanity, a shift in perception, opening people’s awareness, to come together as the collective consciousness. To understand the oneness, you feel the shift and this shift is taking place worldwide. The great release, the great purge of negative energy, energetic emotions, as it is time for the way showers, the teachers, the light workers, the spiritual leaders of the world to take action, to shine their light. To bring humanity together in peace, love, compassion, as your planet needs it now in order for humanity to progress collectively to begin the ripple effect of uplifting out of the darkness and into the light. Remember it begins with you, as you ascend, as you connect directly to divine source energy, the uplifting begins. You are powerful, full of love, compassion. These messages are much-needed now to help the seekers, non-seekers, the one’s that are not yet aware, the one’s that are now being awoken, as we help you to show you the way, you help others.

You must trust, have faith, believe in a better way, to remember who you really are, releasing the limiting beliefs, deep within the subconscious.  Connect to pure source, to bring back the truth of who humanity truly is.  For now is the time and it begins with you, beautiful loving being of light, it’s time for more and more people to be of service to others in a loving compassionate way. And as the wave begins collectively you all rise above out of darkness, density, negativity and into the light, beauty and truth.  Trust, have faith and stand in your truth, let go of the limiting beliefs for collectively the planet is ready for a change. Believe it can be done, help others and show them the way. Call upon us but remember to listen for the guidance within.

Remember all shall pass, the heaviness, the deep purge, once fully released is vibrancy, God connection, clarity, light filled, celebration of life. Through this healing process of humanity, compassion on a deeper level for one another will collectively be shown, be felt, move into the heart, more thinking from the heart, that will uplift and bring togetherness, to feel the oneness, to remember the truth, to know through a new awareness all is well. The falsehood of what is from the past, the false of old beliefs will shift the perception collectively to speak up, speak out, feel the presence of love more easily. People are ready for great change. Be ready, stay heart centered, stand in your truth of who you have always been and there will be hope for a better today, a better tomorrow.

Subconscious Reprogramming, Release, Relief

Subconscious Reprogramming, Release, Relief and why it is beneficial: The subconscious can only hold so much before it over flows. Due to the rise of technology and the massive amounts of input at our finger tips we need to rework our systems to handle this as we were not designed for this obsessive, compulsive, look up everything kind of access. People will begin to feel insane and sometimes this can happen in a moment. This has been a part of my experience so I can have a deeper understanding of how to help others that are experiencing symptoms due to this. As Collectively we are going through a subconscious release to shift the patriarchy, the Egoic, conditioned programming that will no longer work on the New Earth (the children of now don’t understand it and will not tolerate it, they came in with different programming, different light codes to help us shift out of this outdated way of being and living).

When we are conscious, we become self-aware. Aware of our thoughts and the programming which is our deep ingrained taught way of being, our beliefs that we soaked up like a sponge until we were 7 years old. These beliefs have been playing out in our world for so long. As we pay attention to the constant chatter that flows in our minds which is an outcome, based on our inner belief system, as well as the outer input that we allow in and soak up due to the fact that we can all feel on a much deeper level (energy transference). We can become the witness to the judgments we make about others and ourselves. Begin to ask where did this originate? Why do I think this way? Why do I believe this? Does it serve me? Does it feel good? Does it bring me joy or do I feel horrible, guilt and shame filled for having these thoughts? If so know it is quite normal. We are human, the human conditioning we have been born into is shifting and changing, which is a good thing. The outdated conditioning is breaking down over the next couple of years within each of us and we are literally receiving a DNA upgrade within our cellular memory (similar to a computer or an app that every now and again needs the updated version applied to it in order for it to run at it’s optimized strength and speed).

But change is usually not easy, if it was then everyone would do it. Many may say they want change but what I have seen (even in myself until I was forced to create change) they rather go through years of feeling horrible than do the inner work to create the change we want to see in our lives. We look back at let’s say 20, 30, 40 years of the same unserving behavioral patterns, as well as unwanted, uncomfortable physical ailments that can turn into chronic pain, that we keep complaining about but when approached with “you can finally heal this”, you can change that old lie and given the tools to do so, many run for the hills.

We are taught we don’t talk about certain things, families have secrets, skeletons in the closet and they need to stay in the closet. People die and we are told you get one week of bereavement pay because you should be over it in a week, there are so many rules that no longer work and will no longer apply in our evolving culture. Not in our evolving society, anymore. Look at what we have built a tolerance to. If you watch the news for 5 minutes, how many shootings, violence against another, bullying, robberies, how much hatred and anger erupts in our face in those 5 minutes? But yet we are conditioned that if we are not glued to this programming than we will miss out on something. This is our fear based world, that we have become numb to, why do we continue to accept so much fear? It has been our “norm”but it is no longer.

We have been brought to our knees and what I was asked during my Dark Night of the Soul experience is who is my biggest trigger?, If the darkness were to attack my children would I change? Of course. Well guess what your children feel, hear and see the parents shadows, they know your families secrets, they came here to be the light and to shine their light on our shadows. If we see them in pain will that finally make this madness stop? We will have no choice but to do the work, when we see our children fall to their knees at 7, 8, 9 years old watching your child have panic attacks, visions of being beaten, attacked verbally and physically but not their own trauma and hurt, to be the witness so that they can transmute our pain into light. To do what many volunteered to do which is turn your fear into love. To teach you how to love yourself. Because if we are not going to witness it someone has to, for it to be healed (this is science, not woo, woo stuff, it’s Quantum physics/ Quantum healing….the act of observing makes it so and heals).

I have held back for way too long about what I know, what I’ve been told, and how our children are the most brilliant beautiful innocent beings of pure love. They literally can walk into a store and everyone in the store shifts. I’ve seen it happen, unfortunately the child will begin to feel panicked, like they can’t breathe, sick to their stomach and practically drop whatever they have in their hands and run out to get away from all our garbage, from our energy. Or they drop down and have a tantrum out of no where. And Autism, these are the biggest light workers and you think they can’t communicate, they are telepathically speaking to us, you just have to much clutter in your brain to hear them. Or you just can’t believe that, telepathy is a thing but you’ll believe a prognoses and scary diagnoses.

Wake up people because if you do not take the steps to take care of yourself, your home, your side of the street, the garbage can only be piled so high before it implodes or explodes. This may seem harsh and I usually am not this brash but I experienced it. It was not easy and was not fun but there are ways to bring yourself to balance, to heal. I’ve spent the past couple of years testing so many different tools to be brought back to where I began and that was Kundalini Yoga Breath work/Meditation. I will be honest my nervous system was shot after my Dark Night of the Soul Experience in May 2018 but by making a commitment to self care to include practices that are consistent and combining Self Reiki healing (among other tools, such as, Mirror work, journaling, nature walks, prayer, so many self care tools to choose from. And perhaps it’s not a one size fits all and I hope you find what works for you). But this is the strongest I have felt ever. Perhaps I can be a mentor and a guide to assist you to find what works for you, as we all are transitioning and transforming.

And this strength not only helps me but ripples out and now my energy stays within my energy field and my aura acts like a lighted shield from negativity. I still feel and can connect but in a way that now my empathic nature has become a super power (I can feel the lies, I can feel the in-authenticity, I can feel the power of another, someone that is centered and full of love and some that could use a bit of strengthening in their own system. I can see through the perfect social media family portrait and feel the stress on those smiling faces. And I can have deep compassion because I know what it feels like, when we have to juggle so much and don’t feel we have time to give to the most important person in your life….You, the person you have look in the mirror).

This is a Suggested Tool and I suggest begin this practice today: So Darshan Chakra Kriya (a Kundalini breathwork meditation to get rid your subconscious garbage, de-clutter the mind and bring balance to the left and right side of the brain and our nervous system). This has saved my life along with other tools that I will share. Look it up on YouTube, super easy begin with 5 minutes and then increase to 11 minutes and so on. More tools to come, you may also contact me for a Reiki Session and I have no problem doing Reiki on children but parents need to do a session first and may need more than one session (I have witnessed after the parent heals, the child/children no longer have the issues the parents were seeing because it’s not the child’s issue it’s the parents that the child has taken on in some way).

Transition- Universal Law Of One

Listening to my heart, feeling still, being held in a container, a bubble of transition, positive change, feeling a positive shift, like my soul just wants me to glide, fly, be free of old habits that have had my mind full and spinning. Like the new is full of ease, everything can flow, it doesn’t have to feel or be so difficult. Moving into my lane, where I fit in the puzzle, it may feel like a freeze frame but internally much is taking place to align and realign like a walnut who’s shell has been cracked to allow the perfection of what is inside to show itself. The Divine perfection and wisdom, as am I. I, perfect me is here right now. It has been layers of removing, heavy lifting at times, all the pain, hardship, scarcity, lack mentality, fear around everything, stripped away to uncover, me the core of the perfect nut, perfect fruit. Cells changing, DNA Activation, transforming.

A process that has to be surrendered to, to get to the prize, the diamond within the dark Cole, under and within all that feels and seems dark, transforms into something radiant, beautiful and light filled. We are all that and more. I, AM here now. A process indeed, perhaps patience before reaction, take a step, observe, feel, if it feels good keep going, if it doesn’t hold off. Keep chipping away at the old old dated, let the Universe do it for you, allow help in, not alone in this process ever done. Call it Angels, Spirit, God, Universal Energy, it, the perfection that exists, the presence, that is the essence, it is you and in you and in everything as are you as I connected it, it is connected to me and I connected to all.

Strength, the core and the magnitude of the energy field radiates a trillion times out, love, pure love, not manufactured fractured love but perfect love, ripples, radiates and shines. Allow the process to unfold, the golden nugget that is you already. With love in our hearts and in yours, your soul, one soul, one heart, one love that is the Universal law of One. Do not over estimate what another can show you when it comes to your life and stop underestimating what you already know within. And what your perfect soul has been guiding you to. Challenges arise, are just your soul realigning you back onto your path. Learn, Grow, Live, Love!