Council of Light

There is no vantage point of separation, the illusion we volunteered for, in the forgetting process as we begin to grow, taking on the beliefs of those around us, but there is always a place within, that desires more, that hesitates, that knows. Moments of remembering and then fizzles away quickly because it goes against all logic. We are entering into a new field of energy not so much new but already in existence perhaps has always been in existence since the dawn of existence but now is rising to the surface.

Yes as you rise, raise your vibration you are in resonance with this higher frequency you become less dense, your thoughts and beliefs become lighter, weightless, things will feel magical because in your culture all that doesn’t seem real, that the magician has created is magic but quite the opposite all that you have been perceiving is the illusion and now we enter into the perception of the truth. It will continue to unfold as the old crumbles, disintegrates and washes away. You shall see, different times in deed but all has a higher purpose and as do you. Keep up with your practices love yourself infact use it like a mantra So Hum or I love myself anything that can bring you back to truth in a quickness. We love and adore you, you beautiful shining light, a super star in deed.

With so much love the Council of Light, love and peace and many happy greetings.

I am Light

I am Light by India Irie

With everything going on in the World, I feel the sadness of so much hate, anger and fear of Humanity..no matter who’s side you are on. Us vs them? Right vs Left? Black vs White? Gay vs Straight? Religious vs Atheists? I could go on & on with the many labels that have been created to divide. Or I should say, that we have been programmed to believe. This fear & chaos being thrown at us from every direction is exactly where the darkness wants us to be. To many are waking up & they need us to be distracted to keep us asleep.

Although the Light will always win, I knew the breaking down of old broken systems, beliefs & programming would not be easy. That this necessary part of the transformational process of Humanity within it’s collective chrysalis, would be so painful as it morphs. Many thought it ended with a vaccine but it has only begun. A beautiful soul sister @ruthiepequena4 reminded me today about the power of music. Take a moment to play the song “I am Light” by India Irie, as you read the words below to spark the remembrance, that within we are ALL light, We are ALL One. The path to Unity Consciousness will be one with it’s challenges but I’ve seen, I’ve felt what it can be…and it’s beautiful.

Lyrics: I Am Light- India.Arie

I am light, I am light
I am light, I am light
I am light, I am light
I am light, I am light

I am not the things my family did
I am not the voices in my head
I am not the pieces of the brokenness inside

I am light
I am light
I am light, I am light
I am light, I am light
I am light, I am light

I’m not the mistakes that I have made
Or any of the things that caused me pain
I am not the pieces of the dream I left behind

I am light
I am light
I am light
I, I am light
I am light, I am light
Ay-yeah
I am light, I am light

I am not the colour of my eyes
I am not the skin on the outside
I am not my age
I am not my race, my soul inside is all light
All light
All light, yeah
All light

I am light, I am light
I am light, I am light, yeah

I am Divinity defined
I am the god on the inside
I am a star
A piece of it all
I am light

Source: Musixmatch, Songwriters: India.arie Simpson I Am Light lyrics © Guitar Girl Music Publishing

Sensitivity, Unity & Oneness

Why is all this happening?

A couple of years ago I was told I’ve done this before, we all have, in prior lifetimes. Perhaps playing a different part but we have been here before, chose to forget and now it’s time to remember the truth. This time, we are making different choices. Choices that are promoting and inviting change. Transforming both Individually and Collectively. As Carolyn Myss states “what is in the one is in the whole”. So when I heal and transform so do you and vice versa. And on some level, what one does affects the whole because we are all connected.

The past couple of weeks have been challenging. I can feel the pain of the planet. I can feel it moving through me, a weight and heaviness. As my body is processing and releasing, which has not felt good at times, even with all my practices I’m feeling it all. The difference now is I’m aware of what is happening on the micro and macro level and the necessity of it all. Self care has to be ramped up. For me this includes a list of go to practices, deep breaths throughout the day, meditation, Reiki, Tapping/EFT, Kundalini Yoga, walks outside, journaling, rest, even just pausing for a moment to notice what I’m feeling, and more. I do these practices to feel more balanced and to embody more of a state of well-being. Being gentle with myself and understanding this is a part of ascension.

As the great awakening continues we become more aware and more sensitive to embody the 5th dimensional Unity Conciousness (Christ Consciousness). If you look at your pets that you love so much, they have heightened sensitivity as a survival mechanism (an acute sense of smell, hearing, they can feel the vibration of thunder, of a storm coming way before we do). As do we, but as humans this is not just for survival but will allow us to connect and create in ways we may never have thought possible. And although this sensitivity can feel like a burden at times it is also one of our greatest super powers.

You will be able to use the subtle senses to tap into others in a way that unites us. We already feel each others pain, happiness, joy, sadness, fear, etc which allows us to have more compassion for each other. But without having an understanding of this we easily become overwhelmed by all that we feel.

I do my practices to be able to bring balance to my nervous system to be able to handle the heightened sensitivity that I experience and understand the volume will be turning up over the next couple of years. So I want to continue to raise my vibration to be in alignment with the energy of abundance, gratitude, joy, love. Being sensitive allows me to read people’s energy (with permission of course), be able to travel through time, travel to other planes of consciousness, connect with others on a soul level and connect with souls that have left the physical plane as well. I gain clarity and the ability to discern, what is truth and what is false. To be able to know my energy versus anothers that has entered into my field. These are tools we will all need to remember (or learn) for our survival. This will no longer be optional.

If you need help to gain clarity, to heal your mind, body and spirit, to bring balance to the whole self, then please reach out. Book a Reiki session or card reading. Find support, healthy ways to navigate and adapt during these times of ascension. It may feel brutal at times but there are ways to give yourself the much needed self care and balance that your soul is guiding you to.

Card for the week of 9/21/20

YouTube Video
The Good Tarot by Colette Baron-Reid

9 of Water– The number 9 is the energy of global awareness, co-creativity in action, and the relationship between your power and that of Spirit and of others who share in the co-creation of the outer world. Water is the Element of the Heart and is associated with our emotions and relationships.

It is right to say no to what isn’t right for you, and now is the time to experience wishes fulfilled. The sweet harvest that came about from seeds you planted. You drink in the aroma of successful endeavor, take pride in your hard work and achievement, and savor the satisfaction of a job well done. You deserve to pause and acknowledge all you have co-created, and you do it joyfully.

This pairs perfectly with the podcast message I posted today that includes not only a message but an excercise or daily practice to incorporate. With all that is going on the world around us, find ways in which you can celebrate yourself and how far you’ve come. Can you look at even the unpleasant moments and see how they contributed something greater and have shifted you in a way that perhaps was difficult to see at the time. You can check out my podcast at https://anchor.fm/vivian-hawker/episodes/Celebrate-You-ejtj98.

If you are interested in a private reading and or healing go to my services https://joyfullyawakebyvivianhawker.com/energy-healing/

Card for the Week of 9/14/20

YouTube Video-Card of the Week
The Good Tarot by Colette Baron-Reid

Empress- Fertility– This is a time of birthing something new. This poem I wrote to express the feelings of birthing the New Earth.

I am no longer just me.

I am the Earth.

I am the animals.

I am the space between words, between the density.

I am the wind. I am fire. I am water. I am the Ether.

I am the Elements of the planet. I am the Universe.

Within every particle, I am within it. I am the light of the world.

No separation, true connection goes beyond just words but a true experience. Unity.

I am the master of the past, present and future. Time re-imagined.

I create the new that I am.

We are all taking part in this creation of birthing a new reality, a New Earth.

Full Moon Message

All are surrounded by the support of the higher realms and are able to tap into the innate Divine Intelligence that is within all. As events continue to unfold so may arise strong feelings of confusion, anger, hate, and fear. Those that project this narrative, we ask you to question the possible agendas behind this illusion. But even these Groups are here to assist with the much needed change that all are going through (even if their intentions are not pure in nature). And, yes humanities best interest may not be on the fore front of their agendas but it does help to unveil the polarity and duality which is in all the faces of humanity. We continue to guide you and you are being asked to question, question all that you hear from all outside sources, all that is being told to you, even question this channel, for only you know what truth feels like.

As fear is continuing to be released to allow for loving energy into the lives of all, that love already exist, here and now, know that you are receiving support from the invisible realms, the souls of those that have passed on, to assist in the great awakening of humanity during what is being called the Golden Age, look to the relationships within your life as mirrors reflecting back to you what energy you have been putting out and know there is support everywhere.

This is an abundant Universe, remember that. All that is coming into your life now is to support you and help you. So shift your perception to that of love, joy, peace, harmony and Unity. And remember we are always here to support you. Call us in and ask for help from your team of Angels, Guides and Ascended Masters. Open your heart and allow your heart to be your true guide. For your intuitive nature is blossoming as we speak and your heart it will never fail you or steer you wrong.

Dark Night of the Soul

As I come up to the 2 year mark after my Dark Night of the Soul experience, the Divine guidance I receive is “share the experience”. No more tip toeing around, people are being awoken and some may not make it through unless they know what they are experiencing. Although very difficult, it really is the biggest blessing in disguise and when some of the most profound transformations take place. I compare it to a caterpillar going through it’s many stages of becoming a butterfly. It can not be stopped, otherwise this Divine intervention will not allow your wings to break free from the cocoon and the beautiful butterfly may never fully emerge into her greatness. It’s when we descend into the darkness so the light can be shined upon it. To fully heal our shadows, like an initiation into another layer of our truth. Out of this most uncomfortable experience we are shown the Truth, so our soul can fully emerge and integrate to stay in alignment on our path into our life’s mission. It is the death of the false self (some call it the Ego) to allow the soul to fully integrate and union with God. During this integration process, everything emerges and can feel like one disaster after another where old lifeless patterns are resurfacing again and again so we can stop the B.S. and exam our lives with a fine tooth comb.

Our soul will no longer allow the excuses, will no longer allow us to play small and if we do, we shall not sulk in a corner and feel pity or play the victim any longer. We must accept where we are and who we are. Our soul knows the power we hold within and needs things to be shaken up to wake us out of this sleep walking path that we’ve been on. It is such a bizarre thing to go through and for many this Shamanic initiation process in it’s realness, are shown the mystical parts of life, where we have to stop asking “how did that just happen?”, sometimes we need to accept the miracles of life. Accept that there is higher power greater than us, through true surrender. When we can fully fall to our knees and say “Dear God, I don’t know how to do this”. Which really was the only way I personally was able to get through this process, when I stopped fighting, when I stopped running and stopped hiding and faced the demons. I am in the process of writing about this experience, as part of my creation and to help those going through this spiritual crisis from being diagnosed as a psychological one. More and more people are being possessed by fear so that we can move through it and emerge into the loving, compassionate beings we truly are. As we are all undergoing a massive awakening to heal as the collective to remember the Oneness of Unity Consciousness. The poem below puts the experience in it’s simplest form (I wrote this while deep in the healing process after a period of what most would call psychosis but was really was my awakening. I was in and out of different realities, dimensions, living life on both sides and realize now I was being shown what we are all going through and what is to come).

Dark of the Soul
Ocean waves moving in motion like our never-ending crashing emotions, smashing against the tide when we don’t trust our inner guide,
Everywhere I go, nowhere to hide from the anger and disappointment that I feel inside, the resentment that arises from memories when I felt I didn’t have a voice or a choice.

Would not, could not speak up and out for myself,
At work, at home, it seems everywhere I turn, carefully walking on eggshells, as slowly pieces inside of me began to chip away at all my dreams and desires until I completely lost my way.
Ungrounded, astounded by the tearful, fearful person in the mirror who has lost her natural state to want to create.
Job-less, car-less, emotion-less, devotion-less…….a sad feeling of emptiness.

STOP….Breathe, take a moment to be present, face this fear, do not give it any more power and do not allow all that self-abusive chatter to get louder and louder.
Have I really lost everything or have I just began?
Remembering who I really am.

Through strength, faith and true desire to create, remembering I came here to thrive not just survive.
Live for today and a better tomorrow, leave all the self-doubt and abuse for a positive attitude and a life of gratitude.
I believe in myself, for within is the pure love, truth, the light of my soul, my inner spirit that chose to live Heaven on Earth
With A dream, A desire, beyond expansion with passion and fire.