Reset& Rebalance

With the potent energies of today’s New Moon Solar Eclipse leading into the Solstice Gateway on 12/21/20 where astrologicaly we will experience the Saturn, Jupiter Conjunction in Aquarius. (An astrological event that marks a new cycle that hasn’t happened in 200 years). This influx of energy is helping to clear out the old, allow for major transformation to bring in the new.

The message that is coming in loud and clear for me today is Reset and Rebalance. This message came through in March of this year as well and is circling back around which seems to be a theme lately. Old memories rising, thought patterns, feelings and emotions. Instead of fighting them which leads to resistance, I’ve learned to lean in, allow, surrender and as my sister from Intent Space and her beautiful membership group, Alchemy + Gold, has taught me, is instead of trying to push them away and force letting go (which can lead to a lot of frustration), how can we shift and soften into these areas of our lives that may feel uncomfortable to shape change.

Here is the message I am being asked to share again.

As we all have a major opportunity to recalibrate by resting when we can, resetting our priorities and to receive this collective reboot as a necessary part of the upgrade process. Think of Conciousness like the motherboard of all computers and within all human beings we have been programmed with information that now has our system crashing.

It’s time for a major reboot, update. Wipe the slate clean and to clear out space for the necessary wisdom and Universal truth to flow in alignment with what our soul knows as truth.

We are not just in a virus crisis but in a spiritual crisis. We have lost our way but now we are being routed back on track. As part of this process, that is rapidly happening at an increased level, some of our discs (chakras/emotional centers) may need some more attention. In order to move up and raise our vibration it is necessary to begin at the bottom and work our way up to clean out the debris of stagnant energy. On each floor we are met with old traumas things that sometimes we buried that it is now time to be released.

Even old Karmic energy and ties to the past, past lives, old soul contracts/agreements, things that will not serve on the New Earth are being released and broken down. Our Higher Selves know exactly what is needed at this time to embody our sovereignty. We are entering in to a reality where anything is possible, where science fiction movies come to life and the new normal is like nothing our logical minds can imagine. The new story will feel magical, mystical and beautiful.

I was told this morning to recite the following as a mantra:
“I embody my Sovereign Divinity here and now. In this moment it is done. All is well.” Keep smiling, stay within your circle of light and shine bright Dear Children. I love you, I love you, I love you.

Sensitivity, Unity & Oneness

Why is all this happening?

A couple of years ago I was told I’ve done this before, we all have, in prior lifetimes. Perhaps playing a different part but we have been here before, chose to forget and now it’s time to remember the truth. This time, we are making different choices. Choices that are promoting and inviting change. Transforming both Individually and Collectively. As Carolyn Myss states “what is in the one is in the whole”. So when I heal and transform so do you and vice versa. And on some level, what one does affects the whole because we are all connected.

The past couple of weeks have been challenging. I can feel the pain of the planet. I can feel it moving through me, a weight and heaviness. As my body is processing and releasing, which has not felt good at times, even with all my practices I’m feeling it all. The difference now is I’m aware of what is happening on the micro and macro level and the necessity of it all. Self care has to be ramped up. For me this includes a list of go to practices, deep breaths throughout the day, meditation, Reiki, Tapping/EFT, Kundalini Yoga, walks outside, journaling, rest, even just pausing for a moment to notice what I’m feeling, and more. I do these practices to feel more balanced and to embody more of a state of well-being. Being gentle with myself and understanding this is a part of ascension.

As the great awakening continues we become more aware and more sensitive to embody the 5th dimensional Unity Conciousness (Christ Consciousness). If you look at your pets that you love so much, they have heightened sensitivity as a survival mechanism (an acute sense of smell, hearing, they can feel the vibration of thunder, of a storm coming way before we do). As do we, but as humans this is not just for survival but will allow us to connect and create in ways we may never have thought possible. And although this sensitivity can feel like a burden at times it is also one of our greatest super powers.

You will be able to use the subtle senses to tap into others in a way that unites us. We already feel each others pain, happiness, joy, sadness, fear, etc which allows us to have more compassion for each other. But without having an understanding of this we easily become overwhelmed by all that we feel.

I do my practices to be able to bring balance to my nervous system to be able to handle the heightened sensitivity that I experience and understand the volume will be turning up over the next couple of years. So I want to continue to raise my vibration to be in alignment with the energy of abundance, gratitude, joy, love. Being sensitive allows me to read people’s energy (with permission of course), be able to travel through time, travel to other planes of consciousness, connect with others on a soul level and connect with souls that have left the physical plane as well. I gain clarity and the ability to discern, what is truth and what is false. To be able to know my energy versus anothers that has entered into my field. These are tools we will all need to remember (or learn) for our survival. This will no longer be optional.

If you need help to gain clarity, to heal your mind, body and spirit, to bring balance to the whole self, then please reach out. Book a Reiki session or card reading. Find support, healthy ways to navigate and adapt during these times of ascension. It may feel brutal at times but there are ways to give yourself the much needed self care and balance that your soul is guiding you to.

Card for the Week of 9/28/20

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The Spirit Messages Daily Guidance Oracle Deck
by John Holland

Support- This card is brought to you because we understand how much support you’re in need of at this precise time.

As many are feeling the challenges of the energy on the planet, make sure you are not only supporting yourself by ramping up self care but reevaluate the relationships in your life, in all areas. To include romantic relationships, friendships, your relationship with your children, family members, relationship to your job, to food, your relationship to your addictions, etc. Relationships are how we learn and grow but if there is a relationship that is no longer serving or depleting and zapping your energy then ask why are you holding on? This week with the energy of the Full Moon, it’s a perfect time to release all that does not serve. And look to those that support, uplift, and ignite your energy. And if you don’t have anyone in your life that does this then now is the time to find your group, your support team, your soul group. We all need extra support during these times. It’s okay to be vulnerable and ask for help when you need it.

If you need support from me please go to my services and reach out. I’m happy to help. https://joyfullyawakebyvivianhawker.com/energy-healing/

Card for the week of 9/21/20

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The Good Tarot by Colette Baron-Reid

9 of Water– The number 9 is the energy of global awareness, co-creativity in action, and the relationship between your power and that of Spirit and of others who share in the co-creation of the outer world. Water is the Element of the Heart and is associated with our emotions and relationships.

It is right to say no to what isn’t right for you, and now is the time to experience wishes fulfilled. The sweet harvest that came about from seeds you planted. You drink in the aroma of successful endeavor, take pride in your hard work and achievement, and savor the satisfaction of a job well done. You deserve to pause and acknowledge all you have co-created, and you do it joyfully.

This pairs perfectly with the podcast message I posted today that includes not only a message but an excercise or daily practice to incorporate. With all that is going on the world around us, find ways in which you can celebrate yourself and how far you’ve come. Can you look at even the unpleasant moments and see how they contributed something greater and have shifted you in a way that perhaps was difficult to see at the time. You can check out my podcast at https://anchor.fm/vivian-hawker/episodes/Celebrate-You-ejtj98.

If you are interested in a private reading and or healing go to my services https://joyfullyawakebyvivianhawker.com/energy-healing/

Card for the Week of 9/14/20

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The Good Tarot by Colette Baron-Reid

Empress- Fertility– This is a time of birthing something new. This poem I wrote to express the feelings of birthing the New Earth.

I am no longer just me.

I am the Earth.

I am the animals.

I am the space between words, between the density.

I am the wind. I am fire. I am water. I am the Ether.

I am the Elements of the planet. I am the Universe.

Within every particle, I am within it. I am the light of the world.

No separation, true connection goes beyond just words but a true experience. Unity.

I am the master of the past, present and future. Time re-imagined.

I create the new that I am.

We are all taking part in this creation of birthing a new reality, a New Earth.

Card for the Week of 8/31/20

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The Good Tarot by Colette Baron-Reid

Ace of Air– Destiny and Fate, the law of Karma, powerful forces of transformation at work, Synchronicity. The Element of Air relates to our thoughts, mind and subconscious. What powerful seeds have been planted?

Meaningful coincidences and forces beyond my human control are operating in my life now for the highest good! Things are happening now with great velocity. I can express quick results that will lead me forward with excellent information.

Make sure to check out my last podcast episode at https://anchor.fm/vivian-hawker where I talk about our emotions, psychic abilities, and how we can create our destiny. I’m being told the message from that podcast will help during this week of the Full Moon Energy in Pisces. Our psychic abilities and Intuitive nature is really blossoming at this time. Please call on the Universe for assistance and guidance to help is this great awakening.

Self Discovery

Can turning off our capacity to feel shut down our capacity to heal? Our nervous system is working on over drive, at some point can shut down due to overload?

For the many years that I spent numbing out and chemically functioning through life, either on anti-depressants, sleeping pills, over the counter meds, drugs, alcohol, yet I hid it so well. I was still “functioning” and “responsible”, still doing my job as a mother, wife, an employee, taking care of our home but inside felt lost. As I’ve mentioned before, in 2017 I finally gave in to meditation, (specifically a Kundalini Yoga meditation called Kirtan Kriya; a simple mantra repeating Sa Ta Na Ma while touching my thumb with each sound to each finger tip). I was so desperate to feel change, to feel better, was wanting to move away from substances and also needed to try something different it in hopes that my daughter would try it as well because at a young age she was experiencing anxiety (which really was my undealt emotions). I had no expectations, honestly I was almost wanting to say “ha, see it doesn’t work for everyone”. But out of the blue I began to feel different, calmer, focused, clear for the first time.

The part that comes next not sure everyone will experience but rather quickly my senses began to sharpen, heighten, unexpectedly one night I heard guitar strings strumming out of no where, I would hear my name being called, even heard a choir of angels after a silent 45 minute meditation, flooded with different smells, strange at first but then I began to feel a rush of love, elation, bliss, ecstasy. I had hit that sweet spot where I was in a elevated state of awareness. I felt so connected to God, to the Universe that I couldn’t wait to meditate again. Experience after experience of a mystical loving nature. I began to connect with Angelic energy, my highest self, just an all loving presence and felt so present in presence. It was a feeling that surpassed any drug, as if we know it is possible to reach that point of absolute and we chase it our whole lives through our addictions. And not just chemical/substance abuse but chasing the high that shopping gives us, that gambling, that eating, that relationships, that even stress gives us, to fill the emotional void. Except for a whole year I was able to maintain this feeling even outside of meditation. Not the elation part but a steady feeling of joy, nothing bothered me, I had reached a level of clarity. It was like my Divine mind, heart and soul were all in alignment with God, the all that is almost all the time.

And just like everything else in my life, when I thought I mastered that I moved away from Kundalini Yoga and honestly never tried the array of breath work it provides along with the science to back up why the sound current of the mantras, the hand movements, the breathing techniques help to reprogram our subconscious mind and nervous system to bring us to whole balance.

Prior to the Dark Night of the Soul experience in May 2018, I would say around February, March 2018 I began to have a lot of self doubt, fear began to creep back in, after I became attuned to Reiki and began self healing which in turn made me take a deeper look at what I could no longer run from, the lies I had been telling myself. See although I was doing everything “right” on the outside, I really had not done the inner work (a complete spiritual bypass) and on my soul’s path it required that I have a deeper understanding of my blocks. Kundalini Yoga, is the yoga of awareness combined with Reiki Energy healing there was no more pretending, no more tolerance for the false self anymore. Although I try to stay away from labels now, I didn’t know I was an empath, I didn’t know we are all psychically gifted, I thought only those that were worthy not me were so inclined. As the planet continues to shift we are waking up more and more every day. Our level of awareness will continue to feel uncomfortable unless we do something to truly bring balance to our whole system.

I’ve been told we have the technology to keep up with this technological time we live in, but this technology is within all. Through practices that use the breath, sound, mantra, stillness, movement, ways of working with the body, we can reach a level of awareness of Conciousness that surpasses any computer program because we our Conciousness which is the cloud of wisdom, our heart is the mother board, and our Soul and Spirit are the directors that orchestrate it all alongside God, the light.

April 2020 Card Reading

Messenger of Air- Opinions informed by experience, adherence to dogma, allegiance to a way of thinking or acting, a learned response, subconscious programming, and swift reactions or responses.

The Element of Air has to do with the mind and how we have been programmed to certain belief systems and thought patterns. The Messenger is the catalyst for change and responds to situations and the need for transformation. This holds so true for where we have been and how we are a product of this old thinking. We are now able to broaden our perspective by quickly moving, evolving and ensuring our actions are for the highest good where positive outcomes are assured. “I am reacting to a situation from my past. I have to think about whether I want to do things the old way or respond differently this time.” “I can adapt a new way of thinking and behaving.” We are truly being asked to question all that we have been taught and told right now. To be able uncover what is the truth.

Fool- Enthusiasm

This where we are now. Being asked to trust our intuitive nature, our inner guidance which can never steer us wrong. This will not always follow the path of logic, in fact we are being asked to take a spiritual approach to what is happening in our lives and sometimes that can seem impractical. When this card shows up, it is time to take risk and trust that with faith, anything is possible. Spirit will reveal the signs and symbols along the way and we just need to be open. “I am meant to experience this regardless of where I travel”. Even though it seems as though the world is coming to an end we are on this journey together and it is just beginning. Trust.

Page of Fire- Enthusiastic action, adventurousness, venturing forth, beginning a project, acting on a new idea.

I love this card as it continues to tell the story of where we are headed. The Page card represents new beginnings and change and the Fire Element is the action that we have taken that has lead us to where we are headed (the result of our actions). This card tells me that we are venturing forth to our truest desires in life that are in alignment with our true nature. We are ready to serve our highest purpose aligned with our higher selves. This will not look like what we have always done in the past or what we were told to do but truly a new beginning guided by our co-creation with Spirit. “I am finding my purpose as I take the first step into something new”.

(The Good Tarot by Colette Baron-Reid).

Planetary Shift 2020

The major shift continues to take place across the planet now.  As we have been telling you to prepare for the planetary change by letting go and allowing. Now is the time for a major shift in humanity, a shift in perception, opening people’s awareness, to come together as the collective consciousness. To understand the oneness, you feel the shift and this shift is taking place worldwide. The great release, the great purge of negative energy, energetic emotions, as it is time for the way showers, the teachers, the light workers, the spiritual leaders of the world to take action, to shine their light. To bring humanity together in peace, love, compassion, as your planet needs it now in order for humanity to progress collectively to begin the ripple effect of uplifting out of the darkness and into the light. Remember it begins with you, as you ascend, as you connect directly to divine source energy, the uplifting begins. You are powerful, full of love, compassion. These messages are much-needed now to help the seekers, non-seekers, the one’s that are not yet aware, the one’s that are now being awoken, as we help you to show you the way, you help others.

You must trust, have faith, believe in a better way, to remember who you really are, releasing the limiting beliefs, deep within the subconscious.  Connect to pure source, to bring back the truth of who humanity truly is.  For now is the time and it begins with you, beautiful loving being of light, it’s time for more and more people to be of service to others in a loving compassionate way. And as the wave begins collectively you all rise above out of darkness, density, negativity and into the light, beauty and truth.  Trust, have faith and stand in your truth, let go of the limiting beliefs for collectively the planet is ready for a change. Believe it can be done, help others and show them the way. Call upon us but remember to listen for the guidance within.

Remember all shall pass, the heaviness, the deep purge, once fully released is vibrancy, God connection, clarity, light filled, celebration of life. Through this healing process of humanity, compassion on a deeper level for one another will collectively be shown, be felt, move into the heart, more thinking from the heart, that will uplift and bring togetherness, to feel the oneness, to remember the truth, to know through a new awareness all is well. The falsehood of what is from the past, the false of old beliefs will shift the perception collectively to speak up, speak out, feel the presence of love more easily. People are ready for great change. Be ready, stay heart centered, stand in your truth of who you have always been and there will be hope for a better today, a better tomorrow.

Trust

We are being asked to trust. A message from the Angels and Guides!

Trust and have faith in our creator, in the Universe. Everything happens in Divine Order and Divine timing. Always trust that you are being guided towards and onto the path of your purpose, of your divine mission. We will make sure you see the signs and symbols towards the next steps, towards your dreams and desires. We are always with you, guiding you and loving you. We want what is best for you, for it begins with you, your light, your love and how you spread and shine that light upon others.

Trust in yourself, trust your intuition, your psychic senses, for as you can tell they are blossoming more and more everyday. Opening up to other realms. Release any fear you may have regarding this process, it’s only love that we want you to focus on. Love and joy is what your true purpose is, your mission is to share that love and joy with others. It is what will heal your planet, it is what will keep each other going, humanity as a whole. We are all one, each person has an inner light, yours my dear shines extremely bright for we know it begins with you. Keep going within, connect with source, we will continue to connect with you and give you the messages that you ask for but trust and have faith the answers are within you.

Follow your gut feelings in taking your next steps, as that gut feeling is information we have put there to guide you, a download of information that is within. Trust and have faith and you will feel the life of your dreams. Goodbye for now, Goodbye for now, We love you, We love you, We love you.

One last thing, anytime you feel the urge to create, trust that urge, it us nudging you, have confidence that your messages are great!